31 12 / 2012
"Wishing doesn’t make it so! Waiting for something to change without making an effort is a futile exercise. In order to break the vicious cycle of unproductiveness, you need to do things differently. Einstein said “Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result is insanity” – take risks, do things differently.
Nothing will change unless YOU do! “Truly, Allah does not change the condition of a person until they change what is in themselves” [13:11]."
25 9 / 2012
my struggle
alhamdulillah,im trying to sort out myself. tats somewat better that being jahil and ignorant. there’s always somthg within me always crying for help.
i feel empty from inside. im praying. but am i doing it sincerely. do i really understand? i donnoe. i really dont feel it. something must be wrong. and i know its me, im not doing it right.
am i kyusuk in my solat.? no. i need help.
alhamdulillah. i came across some videos and articles today. they gave me ideas and strenght to change, to hijrah to a better me,to a better muslim.ALLAH loves me. ALLAH loves every of us.
do we love ALLAH enough?
i want to change. it is not easy,indeed nobody said it wud be easy, but ALLAH promise us happines in the life thereafter if we choose the right path.iman and taqwa.
i believe in ALLAH’s promises,indeed.
there’s a lot more in life to persue, it is not only about sitting infront laptop and facebooking, tweet 24hours..i have my resposibilities, to my agama, to my parents, to my family. to my patients. they are all amanah. i have to be responsible for them. but i kindof terhanyut dlm hidupan duniawi.
not easy. but i need to train myself, otherwise how am i goin to take responsibilities as a wife, as mother in future,if i dont start from now..
hidayah rezeki dah jodoh perlu dicari.of course they would not come bergolek unless with ALLAH’s will..
i need to work hard. to get myself closer to ALLAH. sesungguhnya if we walk to ALLAH, ALLAH will come running to us.
i wanna be near to HIM,ALLAH ALMIGHTY. life wud be much much beautiful with iman and taqwa.
hav been so much blessed.alhamdulillah, all praise to ALLAH ALMIGHTY
i need to focus on my studies and career. less than 6 months left for my final. its everyone’s dream.i couldnt afford to screw it up. but, i feel hopeless now.
but its okay.ALLAH is always there.i believe tat miracle do happen with ALLAH by myside. i believe in HIM, thus i will not give up.i will try my very best, and this is a promise i made to myself.i’ll strive to pass. insyaALLAH.
and p/s for the man tat i love, i love you and i truly love you for ALLAH. i belive HE knows the best.I leave it to HIM.let focus on our own affairs, build our own careers, fullfill our families’ dreams, and yes repair ourselves for ALLAH. if we are meant together we will be together.i want you to hav a better me in future, in all aspects, religion wise,insights and also character. insyaALLAH. if we are not meant together, i redha. ALLAH knows the best. ALLAH SWT MAHA MELIHAT MAHA MENDENGAR lagi MAHA MENGETAHUI.
lets pray for the best for everyone.
1.my effortss
2.istiqamah
3.doa;, senjata org mu’min
4.patience,; patience speaks
5. ikhlas
6.yakin dan percaya
